The Spear Carrier: 
Personal Histories of Performance

By Stephen Johnson

With Thanks to Maria Meindl for the gift of her fine editorial experience.  And to Sarah Robbins, Robert Motum, and everyone involved in the Gatherings Project for their encouragement and contribution to the creation of these words.  For WW. 

See below for all entries, 21 in all. More to come in the Spring of 2025.

A BRIEF INTRODUCTION

The entries found on this page are my attempts, in writing, to trace my own 'first' experiences of performance.  There is a longer introduction, The Spear Carrier and the Gatherings Project, which you can link to below; but for anyone who wants to wade in without it, here are a few words to start.
I am in the midst of a project, for which I am asking others to remember their 'first' experiences of performance, whether as performers themselves, as students of performance, or as audience members.  The entries below are my attempt to do what I have asked others to do. 
The adjective 'first' might mean 'first that I remember' or 'first of that kind of performance.’
It will be clear from the scope of what I write here that my definition of performance covers a broad range of experience, as it does in the Gatherings Project, from the ballet and classical theatre to the puppet show and the movie theatre, and from performances at school, on stages and off, to performances at the side of the road, on the street, and in the playground.  There is nowhere that can hide from performance, or, at least, that isn't influenced by the performances we experience. 
For myself, I have always been unaccountably at the edges of other people's performances, sometimes stumbling into the circle. 
I found myself writing these entries eagerly, and with pleasure.  I hope that this exercise will encourage others to record what they remember, adding to the archive of our shared cultural experiences. This is historical evidence. This is an archive. Of course, it has become clear in the 'doing' that I had a strong need to to write.  So, of course, I did it for myself.    
I hope that by giving these personal microhistories I can reinforce just how pervasive, and how essential, performance is to our experience.

The Spear Carrier and the Gatherings Project

Week One: First Entries

1. Nureyev's Shadow: On The Pleasures of the Obstructed View
2. Pokerface Peters and the Bucket of Blood
3. The Old Man’s False Beard

Week Two: Temple On The Hill

4. Processions and Pearls at the Stratford Festival
5. On First Realizing I Understood What Was Being Said On Stage
6. On Identifying with the Spear Carrier

Week Three: Outside Looking In

7. Best Softball Game Ever Played in Lowville
8. Art Johnson at the edges of the theatre
9. Pearly Wurly Pete and the Joyful Noise

Week Four: Wild Audiences I Have Known

10. Last rites of the saturday matinee
11. The Spitballs in king lear
12. Macbeth and the Scream

Week Five: First Public Performances

13. My first pratfall
14. A Philistine in the Kindergarten
15. Vaudeville in Grade Two

Week Six: A Public Schooling

16. A One Man Show on the Side of the Road
17. Roll Over, Beethoven Live in the Schoolyard
18. The Battle of City and Country in the Public School Assembly

Week Seven: Stranger Stages

19. Bathrobes and Toilet Rolls--A Mock Graduation
20. Proscenium and Puppets
21. Samuel Beckett Writes about High School

That’s all for now. More in the Spring.